Second Sunday of Easter
"... bring your hand and put it into my side" (John 20:27)
Reflection
Nicknames, we all have them. Sometimes they are favorable, sometimes not. Because I was a skinny kid, the family named me ... PatStick. No comment.
The apostle Thomas figures well in today's Gospel account. We call him the “doubting” Thomas due to his search for proof of the Risen Christ. But he has another nickname, “twin” (Didymus). Some say he was the spitting image of Jesus, according to legend. Both nicknames can be food for reflection. His doubt is important for us, but so is his being a twin.
Many think doubting is wrong, a challenge to church teaching, a sense of questioning authority. No it isn’t wrong. To doubt is a natural response to unsatisfactory answers, so it invites a deeper relationship with the true source, Jesus, a dead man who is no longer dead. Who wouldn't seek for more behind that miracle?
Understandably, Thomas just lost his “reason for living” (Jesus). No wonder he doubts. It is not hard to see why. Many of us have doubted life or God himself, when we have been “hurt” by others or have suffered a loss. We are also hurt by losses of trust: I hate to say it, but some priests have often been the immediate cause to doubt holiness and trust in the Church.
Government leaders cause us to doubt the media and faith in justice. Global factions cause us to doubt whether we can ever learn to live with differences. It is easy to lose our faith in people, institutions, and even Jesus, as Thomas did.
But Doubt is not the end of today’s story. Thomas has another nickname. Thomas the twin is invited to touch Jesus and even examine his wounds. Jesus brings him so close that Thomas makes one of the most profound and succinct statements of faith: “My Lord and My God.” Doubt can lead to a faithful following (or imitation) of one your admire.
For us teachers, it is natural to doubt and stretch your spiritual wings. We encourage our students to do as much with science and literature. And we assure them that questions are not the end, but the means by which we open more spaces in our minds and hearts. Easter invites you to reach out to touch God in a different way, pose your questions and let God open you to a new way of life.
Be a doubter like Thomas, but strive to be a twin as well. Stand close to His side and mirror His life to yours.
The struggle to believe is a part of that genuine witness, so that people can see we are indeed alive Christians who do not worship doctrine and simple answers, but we worship a real person alive and living here.
We Christians take our faith seriously enough to stick with the questions and draw closer to the Lord. And in that faith, we too can be twins of our Lord and our God.